all the things that I prepared for you
there’s a crib that lies empty
and a swing standing silently
diapers, creams, lotions and powder
blankets, shoes, tiny hangers and clothes
the pain is immense when I pass through this room
my heart is torn open again and again
so I rush past the door so that I don’t think about it
rush out the front door so I don’t think about it
rush to bed so I don’t think about it
rush...because the pain is too big
Everyday is a production, a play, and I’m just an actress
doing her best to smile and stand up straight
Oh God... Help me because I cannot help myself.
From a Jordin Sparks song :
made me think of how I’ve been feeling this week -
If I should die before I wake
it's 'cause you took my breath away
Losing you is like living in a world with no air
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
But somehow I'm still alive inside
You took my breath, but I survived
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
